Archive for Thursday, June 19, 2008

Back to work

Today is my first day back at work.  I shed a few tears as I held my baby in my arms this morning.  How can I spend the next 14 hours without her?  She was curled up into a little ball and I just ingested her cute little nose and her pursed lips and her eyes with lashes a mile long.  I didn’t want to put her down, but it was 5 in the morning and I had to get ready for work.  And, now as I spend the hours without her, I wonder how Abraham (from the Bible) was willing to sacrifice his son…I never understood the attachment a parent can have for his/her child until now.  How was God able to allow his Son to go through such pain and torment?  How was He able to allow Jesus to be crucified?  I don’t know if I could do the same….

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